What is the meaning of the life I live now? I don't feel the
same at all. I have to get ready for the tours but I really don't want to
because I don't want to have to look at the mourning families of those whose
children I have killed. I also don't want to have to act like I am Peeta's
lover again because I am pretty sure he hates me right now. I am so confused
with my emotions. Hunting with Gale is almost not the same anymore because we
only get to hunt on Sundays and even then we can hardly tell each other
anything. But every now and then we tell each other about the times we had in
each of our lives when we were apart. This is the life I live now though: Peeta
and I are "star crossed lovers", Gale works on the mines, I am a big
celebrity, and my mother and Prim are living in a nicer house. Speaking of my
mother, I walked in the house today from hunting and her face was white as a
cloud. This is when I knew something was wrong. I am so confused because she is
trying to act as normal as possible and then she says I have a visitor. A man
from the capitol walks from behind her and guides me to the study room where
Prim does her homework. I am, at this point, scared of what is waiting for me
behind the closed doors. It could be anyone. Maybe someone was sent from the
capitol to come arrest me for defying the capitol in the games. As the door is
opening my mind is racing and then all of a sudden my heart drops. There
standing behind the desk is the one person I fear the most with his snake like
eyes. President Snow is looking at me as I walk through the door and my mind is
asking, "What is going to happen now?"
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